LIKE TEXAS

"I'm a connoisseur of roads. I've been tasting roads my whole life. this road will never end. it probably goes all around the world."
I’ve basically spent every day since the start of classes in a state of weird, crippling anxiety, for reasons I really can’t pinpoint at all. rage and anger and depression are all things I more or less know how to deal with thanks to plenty of experience, but anxiety is not something I am used to AT ALL. I’m a little bit flabbergasted about what to do, to be honest. it doesn’t help that I don’t have even a shred of excitement about my coursework this semester. basically, this place still makes me really fucking uncomfortable. and at this point, I don’t think that’s really gonna change. I’m increasingly leaning towards a “duck-and-run” strategy for the remaining three semesters of my undergrad “education”.

I’ve basically spent every day since the start of classes in a state of weird, crippling anxiety, for reasons I really can’t pinpoint at all. rage and anger and depression are all things I more or less know how to deal with thanks to plenty of experience, but anxiety is not something I am used to AT ALL. I’m a little bit flabbergasted about what to do, to be honest. it doesn’t help that I don’t have even a shred of excitement about my coursework this semester.

basically, this place still makes me really fucking uncomfortable. and at this point, I don’t think that’s really gonna change. I’m increasingly leaning towards a “duck-and-run” strategy for the remaining three semesters of my undergrad “education”.

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